Let my lifesong sing to You.

First and foremost, wanna wish Esther Wong and Jeremy a happy marraige.. may the Lord watch over this precious couple.. i attended their wedding today... woo.. esther wong so pretty... haiz... next is Jiawen le.. all my good good sisters all going to other regions.. one go yishun, one go seng kang.. so far man.. i will miss their presence and their companionship sooooo much.....

Yesterday had net group meeting in the afternoon.. then went shopping for Jaleen's bday present and esther's wedding card... then we sat down for a light tea.. light but really sinful.. we had some snacks at KFC... *drool*
then guess where we went after that.. ? KBOX AGAIN.... had a really great time singing and fellowshipping.. there was one thing i wasn't really please with that night.. i am so worried that i will become a stumbling block to my members..

Anyways.. today i woke up at 10plus.. got woken up by von.. haha.. we two talk on the phone for very long just to decide whether to wear skirt... haha so lame.. in the end we wore... today i broke a record.. you noe wat? i spent the most money in my life on cabbing in a single day.. my goooooodness....i am broke liao... haha

After esther's wedding, i got this migraine attack.. pain like siao.. spoiled my mood totally.. on the cab i was like.. half dead.. in my mind i was thinking "aiyo uncle, can drive faster a bit? my headache is killing me.." once i reached home, i collapsed on my bed and fell into deeep sleep.. zzzzzz.. i was feeling better when i woke up.. thank God man.. if not i cannot update blog.. =P hahahahaha....

My current thoughts:
erm... i feel that i cannot treat that nothing has happened and start a friendship all over again.. it's not that i am angry, or frustrated..i just feel very empty.. and unnatural.. i dunno wat to address her as.. seriously... haiz... God.. please enlighten me and grant me peace.. should i tell her?

Callista wrote;
9:02 PM