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Friday, September 22, 2006
hmm.. another week has passed... today i woke up super early for the "slacker standard" ... i woke up at 7:30am.. becos i got to reach SGH for physiotherapy at 8:45am.. tiring.. but good.. becos patients in the earlier slots gets more attention from the therapists as they are less busy in the morning.. i managed to clear all my doubts of my neck.. (i hope i didn't miss out any =P).. guess wat.. after not doing traction for a few weeks.. my therapist decided i should go back on the traction treatment.. good thing or bad.. i dunno.. i visited monica after therapy.. she is improving.. praise the LOrd for that.... and guess wat happened at SGH?
something terrible.... ....
really very terrible.... ........... ........ the housemen canteen was on fire.. flames swallowing part of the roof... thank God the fire fighters came very soon and got everything under control!! *salute*
my current thoughts: i am trying to learn not to be over-dependant on some friends around me.. becos if they suddenly have to leave for one reason or another, i will feel so lost.. it's not that i don't need friends.. i need them but i need God more.. i need time to learn to talk to God more than i have before.. i need some time to learn how to maintain a friendship well.. balancing it well with my relationship with God.. i need some time to find out and discover by myself the things that are trapping me in this little "wilderness".. i have already found some though.. so, for those who think that i am closing up or trying to be in this little world of mine.. i am not.. you have really misunderstood me.. i just need time to deal with things between myself and God first.. please please try to see where i am coming from.. though you may not agree with wat i am doing k?
I want to be able to say and mean it deep down from my heart one day, " Lord, you are everything to me.. though my world may fall, i still have You.. And You are indeed my best friend, Jesus." many times i sing those words.. but how many times have my actions and thoughts gone against the words i sang out loud to God? Callista, you have to change... just be willing and let God change you...
