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Monday, September 11, 2006
I HATE LEG CRAMPS!!!! ESPECIALLY AT THE CALF!!! HURTS BIG TIME!!
early this morning.... 5:43am... i was woken up by this really bad leg cramp at my left calf.. i didn't even exercise lately.. no vigorous exercise or watsoever!! why on earth it cramped up so badly... i was in pain for about 15minutes lor.. cannot even stand properly... then finally when i could stand, i stood up to stretch it!! sooo "suan" lor.. until now still suan.... sian....
woolala.. can sleep till late late again!! can do the things i like all day long!! no longer have to do things to please someone you call "boss"!! yay!! today i am going to do some household chores.. clean up my house a bit.. then i want to go swimming.. want to see how much i can do.. i promise i will go slow.. and listen to my body.. and check if my neck screams at me!! after swimming, i want to go see bicycles.. budget.. then get a bike!! rite! got my day all planned out!
my friend asked me whether i feel lonely when i am alone at home.. if it was last time, i bet i would say yes!! but now, after working full time, being deprived of the time to do your own things, i begin to really appreciate the time i can spend alone.. doing things of my own.. pleasing no one!! and can talk to God about very little things i do.. (aloud!) haha.. if i do that outside , ppl will think i am crazy...
ait, will stop here.. need to go do the auntie stuff!! clean my house!!!! haiz.. my neck hurts though.. from all the sitting yesterday... shoulder hurts too! God, you are going to heal me.. and i believe..