Let my lifesong sing to You.

why does my neck aches at the wrong time always... just now at the altar, it ached so badly that i have to return to my seat.. sian half... but i had a good time talking to god.. telling Him how i really felt inside.. the things that only He knows.. I felt so much better after responding to the altar call.. God spoke some comforting words over me.. I love You so much, Jesus.. with all my heart..

i need to start thinking positively.. i am not going to let those negative thoughts pull me down!! May God strengthen me.. Da jie is changing region at the end of the year.. so many people leaving my region.. Jiawen, Esther wong, and now Da jie.. those are people that are so dear to me.. without these three wonderful sisters, i will not be who i am today... sob sob... I really hope we can still see each other often... haha.. which is almost impossible.. haiz.. i dunno how i should feel.. so mixed.. i am happy that they are entering into a new phase of life.. for Jiawen and Esther: Marraige.. For Da jie: a whole new neighbourhood, a new region at church, woo.. and the luxury of staying so near to her workplace.. sometimes i wonder why does God have to "remove" those people from me.. But i noe it's all for my own good.. God noes me the best.. and He noes what's best for me.. i need to start learning to share to God more.. even before i share with friends... God will get it first.. haha.. all my complains and sobbing... also the moments of joy.. Cheers, Father... i will miss you all so much..*i am really crying now* *tear drop* *hugs*

sisters forever! i will never forget you all.. and dun you all forget me k?

Callista wrote;
10:55 PM