Let my lifesong sing to You.

today... was tiring too.. it seems like there isn't a day that i am not tired... haiz.. this stupid neck of mine is really draining me.. but well, who cares! life goes on!

reached home at 12.30am last nite.. wasn't feeling well.. felt giddy and nauseous on the bus... i guess it's becos of the way the bus uncle drvie.. it was a long and jerky journey from east to west! woke up quite early for sch today and went to church after sch.. then dinner... i ate pepperlunch... (yes, again...) one of my friends insisted it was fried rice... =.=

well, let me back track a bit... i was having tea with cyndi and amos opposite church after bass lesson.. then after that, met bro selvam.. and decided to sit down and have a little chat with him... he asked me about my sch and work.. everything was usual till he asked "is there anyone in church taking care of you?anyone you go to when you need help?" hmm.... that got me thinking.. faces appeared in my head... some people who seem so close to me yet so far... then i said.. "not really anyone.. most of the time, i'll go straight to God" then he said "then you are most of the time alone?" "well, i do talk to someone when i need to.. but no one would actually approach me to really care how i am... but i guess i am fine.. i still have God.."
sometimes i really feel that all i have left is Jesus.. and that sentence preached during 'synergized' strucked me..
"If Jesus is all you have, He'll be all you need."
it's so true..

saw a little girl crying for her mum on the train.. it was very loud.. she was desperate.. her mum is not with her.. if a girl would cry so desperately for her mum when her mum is still alive, how much more would she cry if her mum is no longer around? suddenly, i feel like a little girl again..

Callista wrote;
9:59 PM