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Thursday, April 05, 2007
YAY!!! God heard my prayers.. I prayed for better pay.. and i got it.. God is so faithful to me.. the song keep ringing in my mind.. "Great is Thy faithfulness, Great is Thy faithfulness......" Haha old old hymn... but nice... =P...
Today i had a lot of fun in my lab!! draw blood to test for lactate.. fun hor.. poke ppl... hahah.. my friend scared of blood.. then her leg shaking when she saw the blood.. "then she tell me.. i think i going to faint..." and i was like "!!! hey.. dun faint leh!! only two drops of blood!!" lucky thing she never faint.. haha.. then my subject almost "died" also.. she cycle until her face turn white..!! scary.. but i had fun.. =)
hey, i noe i am weird.. but i a bit scared to get close to my friends.. becos everytime, i tot i found a good good friend, God will take him/her away.. my conclusion is, watever and whoever that has the potential to replace my relationship with God, He will remove it.. I noe God loves me still.. but It's kinda painful.. So manytimes i can be among crowds of people i noe, yet feel lonely.. haiz.. my friends have all left me.. Diana is overseas, i emailed her but she never reply.. miss her so much (she's just very uncontactable. i smsed her once and she replied like 2 weeks later..) Silas in another region, dun see him anymore, dun call him anymore.. Some friends started dating (so no time left for anybody else).. and I lost a sister.. sometimes when i am so happy, that i wanna share things with, i just dunno who to share it with.. i will scroll down my namelist in my phone and realise i have no one left to call.. the same goes when i am down.. the only "number" i can call is Jer 33:3.. i talk to God.. i dunno.. i really dunno why this is happening..